Eating

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This morning for breakfast I had 1 link of tofu breakfast sausage and 1 slice of toast. I feel so full that I feel fat and gross. The only time I feel good and cleansed is if I don’t eat. But every time I eat I feel gross and I spiral to “it’s no use”.

So many years of “not eating” have put me in this place. It sucks.

This was me right before I got pregnant with Ethan. This is me at a time when I about 1 meal a day. And I loved it.

But I know the truth now and I won’t go back to that. I am making progress. I am heading out now to go jogging while the kids ride their bikes along with me.

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